Johnny Poetic

My names Jonathan, aka Johnny Poetic .I am a mix breed, yup a mestizo and then some, Black/Filipino/Spanish. My interest are many, just ask me. Poetry and music is my main interest, because "Poetry is music to me, you see". I love music to the core, I think without it; this world would be a boring place, full of tears and sorrow....

"Deep in my mind" Prelude to my mind... I was trying to read a new poem of mine, I already knew that I didn't sound too good, I felt like I was losing my voice. I still read my new poem that I have written. I was among friends, It shouldn't matter what I sound like; Even if the poem is good or bad, It should be all good I was among friends.  I was disrespected, Voice's over my reading Is not a show of respect "Deep in my mind" People just talk and think all they want about me I still get those flashbacks at times. The times that I wish I never was, the times of no control over what my body does, The bad past, of act first and think later .That is a bad past.  My negative thoughts like I don't give a care, I'm a nobody anyways I'll never go anywhere. To this day I am still learning to heal, to get to know more of my mind and body. I still get that at times where I can't bear to take no more. I feel like I'm going to snap. I try to keep away from that, so I tend to do, act and say things that seem to be odd to others. I do things like that to get my mind of things that are bothering me to keep myself away from doing or saying something stupid. In the past it never turned out to be a happy ending, to the others that I hurt; my sincere and deep apology. To this day, I still regret bad times. I try to block good times and I reflect at times. People wonder if I'm really like that. To some, they don't know if I'm putting on an act. At times I do it on purpose just to see how people think. In the end, the one that really knows is myself. Nobody but a rare few know my internal core. You may think I'm dumb, stupid, dork, a retard a loser or a fool. You think I would never amount to nothing. Inside this emotional somewhat psychotic mind Is a really good person, a person with a gentle, loving heart and soul. This is me that I see, the one with the brilliant, talented mind "Poetry in music". Music is poetry to me, loving it for all eternity. It reaches deep down your soul; makes you light up, makes you glow. It's a poetic symphony that transcends vibration, sounds of energy with no end, composition of notes that is poetry. To send a positive message for all eternity, different beats that sticks to your soul. Singing with the beat , going with the flow. A poetic art that will last infinitely. The love of music, I will never let go. Music on my mind is like poetry to me , Poetry is art Just like music you see. It can make you happy or sad. It's nothing like it in the world. It can make the time fly. Poetry is music. It's a natural high...>>> All written poetry is protected and copyrighted. All rights reserved with the author. No part of any poetry may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, transmitted, in any form or by any means, electrical, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the prior permission of the copyright owner.

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